SHADED VIEWS: You lost me.....

*This goes to anyone who chose to let go and chose to be safe enough not to get drowned in a quicksand of STUPID and Selfish irrationality...

and i say...

We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. BANG! We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person.

This is what love means… sacrifice.

It's 'human' enough to be suffering after letting go of someone whom you love(d) and thought you would love for the rest of your life. You may have given more than what the other has given you. You may have cried more for the pricking instances that almost made you numb because of the overflowing love for the other. You must have been stupid. You must have been giving. You must have been a person who loved truly. You were just you, or you were just blinded by the idea that true love can shy away and conquer everything that poisons the relationship...

We beg. It's normal. We ask them to stay, even if, even though,even when, although we know we look like a street cat coaxing anyone who passes by. Truth is, we get 'kicked'... tsk tsk... only then we realize that begging them to stay is like asking mercy from heaven's gate and no one is looking down. Painful, isn't it?

Get a mirror. Look at yourself. Do you like 'YOU'? Do you like what you see? Darling, you are not a drama queen nor king, are you?

Stand up. Appraise yourself. Smell the STARBUCKS!

Deep in your heart, I know you are suffering, knowing that you lost that person. On the outside, you are living, pretending that you have already forgotten him (i'll just use 'him' okzzz? daw kanami lang.. this blog entry isn't gender sensitive anyway... LMAO) ... Wait... has it been years now??? It isn't yet. Therefore, forgetting is equated to pretending.. so it's fine. Let that person linger in your mind still. It isn't easy to just press 'delete' or hit the (X) icon... Remember, you are human. LOL.

This is true:

You were falling in love, but now, you are only falling apart. Nonetheless, you will never know true happiness,until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is, until you have lost it.

And these are what you ought to do. (super advise?)

Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he glanced at you and winked... Forget the times he tucked your hair behind your ears... (kun la ka buhok... teh.. imagine lang..)

Forget the times he made you cry or worse, faint.

Forget the times he spoke your name in its sweeeeteeesttt and in the most cheesy tone.,

Remember now You’re not the same. You are broken. Accept it. Never deny it. Because when you do, you are one hell of a rock!

And because you are broken, never let that person touch you. You are just posing danger to him. OR~~~ he won't touch you anyway... knowing that you still have those knife-like edges... TALUM!

Forget the times he held your hand for he is touching someone's now, forget the sweet things if you can, because it has turned sour now. Accept your lack of control. No matter how “good”, smart, helpful, giving, or sexy you are, you can’t control whether other people want to stay in a relationship with you. It's them, NOT you.